Post by Ryan on Jun 8, 2012 12:58:23 GMT -5
Well, that's a question that has a few answers.
First of all, I graduated from college a few weeks ago, and of course, that kept me busy as hell for a time.
Then, I moved into a new house, and that is one of the main reasons for my absence. When I moved, the house I moved into did not have phone or cable connections that worked right, and I have been working hard to fix that problem. So until recently, the only internet I have been able to get is on my phone.
Lastly. and I think that this is the most important. I have been in a HUGE funk, depression, whatever you want to call it. It got so bad that I lost interest in EVERYTHING in my life. Nothing was fun anymore and I did not want to do anything at all, or see anyone. Which is another reason I stayed away from the site. It was too overwhelming for me and I felt as though it was too much pressure. I did not feel good enough as an admin or an RPer, and despite what I was told by Leah, Hayley and the others, I felt worthless to the site.
SO, all of that being said, I AM back, BUT on a limited basis. In order to try and prevent what happened....before. I am giving up all of my characters save Tommy. He is my first and my favorite and I do not want to give him up. Everyone else is up for grabs. Though I may take back Chelsea sometime, she is my own baby and creation and I would hate to see her go, but I would hate to see me go too, if you know what I mean.
I missed and I love you all. Please be patient as I recover.
J
First of all, I graduated from college a few weeks ago, and of course, that kept me busy as hell for a time.
Then, I moved into a new house, and that is one of the main reasons for my absence. When I moved, the house I moved into did not have phone or cable connections that worked right, and I have been working hard to fix that problem. So until recently, the only internet I have been able to get is on my phone.
Lastly. and I think that this is the most important. I have been in a HUGE funk, depression, whatever you want to call it. It got so bad that I lost interest in EVERYTHING in my life. Nothing was fun anymore and I did not want to do anything at all, or see anyone. Which is another reason I stayed away from the site. It was too overwhelming for me and I felt as though it was too much pressure. I did not feel good enough as an admin or an RPer, and despite what I was told by Leah, Hayley and the others, I felt worthless to the site.
SO, all of that being said, I AM back, BUT on a limited basis. In order to try and prevent what happened....before. I am giving up all of my characters save Tommy. He is my first and my favorite and I do not want to give him up. Everyone else is up for grabs. Though I may take back Chelsea sometime, she is my own baby and creation and I would hate to see her go, but I would hate to see me go too, if you know what I mean.
I missed and I love you all. Please be patient as I recover.
J
